{"id":22977,"date":"2025-11-15T18:50:20","date_gmt":"2025-11-15T15:50:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977"},"modified":"2025-11-15T18:50:21","modified_gmt":"2025-11-15T15:50:21","slug":"elle-sest-donnee-a-lui-et-a-perdu-une-part-delle-meme-qui-vivait-en-elle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977","title":{"rendered":"Elle s’est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d’elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Il est rentr\u00e9 tard ce soir-l\u00e0, fatigu\u00e9, silencieux, le regard absent, voil\u00e9 par le reflet de l’\u00e9cran. Le d\u00eener \u00e9tait sur la table, elle sur le canap\u00e9. Et une autre, la m\u00eame. Le m\u00eame grain de beaut\u00e9 pr\u00e8s des l\u00e8vres, les m\u00eames \u00e9paules, le m\u00eame parfum, comme si l’air s’\u00e9tait transform\u00e9 en miroir. Son mari s’est fig\u00e9. Et elle a murmur\u00e9 :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab C’est Dee. Maintenant, nous sommes trois. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Char Gray a fait quelque chose que presque aucune femme n’aurait os\u00e9 : elle a achet\u00e9 une r\u00e9plique d’elle-m\u00eame, une poup\u00e9e grandeur nature, d’une ressemblance troublante. Non pas pour la remplacer, mais pour la partager. Pour que son d\u00e9sir ne creuse pas un foss\u00e9 entre eux, pour que la jalousie ne ronge pas la confiance. Et, \u00e9trangement, dans ce silence artificiel, il leur est devenu plus facile de parler pour la premi\u00e8re fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Au d\u00e9but, elle d\u00e9testait son id\u00e9e. La nuit, allong\u00e9e pr\u00e8s du corps inanim\u00e9, elle se demandait : \u00ab Qu’ai-je fait ? \u00bb Mais elle remarqua alors que Callum s’\u00e9tait adouci. Il \u00e9coutait davantage, argumentait moins. Parfois, il plaisantait m\u00eame avec Dee, comme si elle \u00e9tait le troisi\u00e8me membre de leur \u00e9trange union. Elle se surprit \u00e0 \u00e9prouver de la jalousie\u2026 envers elle-m\u00eame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un jour, se r\u00e9veillant t\u00f4t, Char vit son mari assis pr\u00e8s de la poup\u00e9e. Il ne la toucha pas ; il la regarda simplement, comme dans un reflet. Il n’y avait pas de d\u00e9sir dans son regard, mais une lassitude, presque de la gratitude. Elle demanda :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab Est-ce que tu me manques m\u00eame quand je suis l\u00e0 ?\u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il r\u00e9pondit :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab Non. C’est juste que maintenant je comprends \u00e0 quel point j’ai peur de te perdre.\u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cette phrase fit na\u00eetre quelque chose en elle. Et si Dee n’\u00e9tait pas un jouet, mais le miroir de la peur ? Cette peur m\u00eame que chaque couple n’ose exprimer. Apr\u00e8s tout, nous nous accrochons tous \u00e0 l’illusion que l’amour peut \u00eatre fig\u00e9, pr\u00e9serv\u00e9. Mais peut-\u00eatre est-ce pr\u00e9cis\u00e9ment dans le mouvement, dans les imperfections et les failles, que l’amour vit ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Internet s’en moqua, se disputa et les traita de fous. Mais Char eut l’impression de comprendre pour la premi\u00e8re fois que l’amour n’est pas seulement passion, mais aussi un laboratoire o\u00f9 l’on cherche la formule de la confiance. Parfois \u00e9trange, parfois effrayant, mais toujours vrai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Un jour, elle remarqua Dee, debout dans un coin, dans la p\u00e9nombre, la fixant droit dans les yeux. Son regard \u00e9tait vitreux, mais il y avait comme une lueur de vie. Et soudain, elle se surprit \u00e0 ne plus pouvoir le fixer longtemps. Comme si elle ne voyait pas une poup\u00e9e, mais son propre vide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab Tu n’es pas moi \u00bb, murmura-t-elle. \u00ab Et peut-\u00eatre que je ne le suis plus vraiment non plus. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Depuis, ils ont retir\u00e9 Dee de la chambre. Parfois, Char ne la sort que pour les tournages \u2013 le public raffole de l’insolite. Mais au fond d’elle, elle le sait : ce cadeau, fait d’amour, l’a priv\u00e9e de quelque chose de subtil, d’insaisissable \u2013 une chaleur qu’on ne peut pas reproduire \u00e0 partir de silicone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parfois, elle se demande : o\u00f9 se situe la fronti\u00e8re entre le corps et l’\u00e2me, entre l’intimit\u00e9 et le reflet ? Et ne nous transformons-nous pas en copies conformes lorsque nous essayons d’\u00eatre parfaits pour les autres ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Maintenant, en regardant de vieilles photos, elle sourit et dit :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab Je me suis donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Et apr\u00e8s une pause, elle ajoute :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00ab Mais le r\u00e9cup\u00e9rer s’est av\u00e9r\u00e9 plus difficile que pr\u00e9vu. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

La vie reprend son cours. Ils rient, se disputent, font des projets de voyage. Et dans le placard, immobile et silencieux, se tient Di. Et c’est peut-\u00eatre l\u00e0, parmi les ombres et les souvenirs, que demeure une part de Chara, celle qui a jadis cru que l’amour pouvait \u00eatre dupliqu\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026 Et pourtant\u2026 n’est-ce pas l\u00e0 notre folie ? Croire que les sentiments peuvent \u00eatre clon\u00e9s, juste pour garder celui ou celle qui tient notre c\u0153ur entre ses mains.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Il est rentr\u00e9 tard ce soir-l\u00e0, fatigu\u00e9, silencieux, le regard absent, voil\u00e9 par le reflet de l’\u00e9cran. Le d\u00eener \u00e9tait sur la table, \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22978,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22977","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fotto"],"yoast_head":"\nElle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"ru_RU\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Elle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Il est rentr\u00e9 tard ce soir-l\u00e0, fatigu\u00e9, silencieux, le regard absent, voil\u00e9 par le reflet de l’\u00e9cran. Le d\u00eener \u00e9tait sur la table,\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:modified_time\" content=\"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:width\" content=\"1115\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:height\" content=\"582\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:type\" content=\"image\/jpeg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"author\" content=\"admin\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"\u041d\u0430\u043f\u0438\u0441\u0430\u043d\u043e \u0430\u0432\u0442\u043e\u0440\u043e\u043c\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"admin\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:label2\" content=\"\u041f\u0440\u0438\u043c\u0435\u0440\u043d\u043e\u0435 \u0432\u0440\u0435\u043c\u044f \u0434\u043b\u044f \u0447\u0442\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data2\" content=\"4 \u043c\u0438\u043d\u0443\u0442\u044b\" \/>\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\\\/\\\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"Article\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#article\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977\"},\"author\":{\"name\":\"admin\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/#\\\/schema\\\/person\\\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e\"},\"headline\":\"Elle s’est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d’elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle.\",\"datePublished\":\"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00\",\"mainEntityOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977\"},\"wordCount\":745,\"commentCount\":0,\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2025\\\/11\\\/78984654-1.jpg\",\"articleSection\":[\"FRANS\"],\"inLanguage\":\"ru-RU\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"CommentAction\",\"name\":\"Comment\",\"target\":[\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#respond\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977\",\"url\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977\",\"name\":\"Elle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/#website\"},\"primaryImageOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#primaryimage\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2025\\\/11\\\/78984654-1.jpg\",\"datePublished\":\"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00\",\"author\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/#\\\/schema\\\/person\\\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e\"},\"breadcrumb\":{\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#breadcrumb\"},\"inLanguage\":\"ru-RU\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"ReadAction\",\"target\":[\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"ru-RU\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#primaryimage\",\"url\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2025\\\/11\\\/78984654-1.jpg\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2025\\\/11\\\/78984654-1.jpg\",\"width\":1115,\"height\":582},{\"@type\":\"BreadcrumbList\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?p=22977#breadcrumb\",\"itemListElement\":[{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":1,\"name\":\"\u0413\u043b\u0430\u0432\u043d\u0430\u044f \u0441\u0442\u0440\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0446\u0430\",\"item\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/\"},{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":2,\"name\":\"Elle s’est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d’elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle.\"}]},{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/#website\",\"url\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/\",\"name\":\"\",\"description\":\"\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":{\"@type\":\"EntryPoint\",\"urlTemplate\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?s={search_term_string}\"},\"query-input\":{\"@type\":\"PropertyValueSpecification\",\"valueRequired\":true,\"valueName\":\"search_term_string\"}}],\"inLanguage\":\"ru-RU\"},{\"@type\":\"Person\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/#\\\/schema\\\/person\\\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e\",\"name\":\"admin\",\"image\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"ru-RU\",\"@id\":\"https:\\\/\\\/secure.gravatar.com\\\/avatar\\\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"url\":\"https:\\\/\\\/secure.gravatar.com\\\/avatar\\\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\\\/\\\/secure.gravatar.com\\\/avatar\\\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"caption\":\"admin\"},\"sameAs\":[\"http:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\"],\"url\":\"https:\\\/\\\/mybook.am\\\/?author=1\"}]}<\/script>\n<!-- \/ Yoast SEO plugin. -->","yoast_head_json":{"title":"Elle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -","robots":{"index":"index","follow":"follow","max-snippet":"max-snippet:-1","max-image-preview":"max-image-preview:large","max-video-preview":"max-video-preview:-1"},"canonical":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977","og_locale":"ru_RU","og_type":"article","og_title":"Elle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -","og_description":"Il est rentr\u00e9 tard ce soir-l\u00e0, fatigu\u00e9, silencieux, le regard absent, voil\u00e9 par le reflet de l’\u00e9cran. Le d\u00eener \u00e9tait sur la table,","og_url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977","article_published_time":"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00","article_modified_time":"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00","og_image":[{"width":1115,"height":582,"url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg","type":"image\/jpeg"}],"author":"admin","twitter_card":"summary_large_image","twitter_misc":{"\u041d\u0430\u043f\u0438\u0441\u0430\u043d\u043e \u0430\u0432\u0442\u043e\u0440\u043e\u043c":"admin","\u041f\u0440\u0438\u043c\u0435\u0440\u043d\u043e\u0435 \u0432\u0440\u0435\u043c\u044f \u0434\u043b\u044f \u0447\u0442\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f":"4 \u043c\u0438\u043d\u0443\u0442\u044b"},"schema":{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org","@graph":[{"@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#article","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977"},"author":{"name":"admin","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/#\/schema\/person\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e"},"headline":"Elle s’est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d’elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle.","datePublished":"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00","dateModified":"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00","mainEntityOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977"},"wordCount":745,"commentCount":0,"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg","articleSection":["FRANS"],"inLanguage":"ru-RU","potentialAction":[{"@type":"CommentAction","name":"Comment","target":["https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#respond"]}]},{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977","url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977","name":"Elle s'est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d'elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle. -","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/#website"},"primaryImageOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#primaryimage"},"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg","datePublished":"2025-11-15T15:50:20+00:00","dateModified":"2025-11-15T15:50:21+00:00","author":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/#\/schema\/person\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e"},"breadcrumb":{"@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#breadcrumb"},"inLanguage":"ru-RU","potentialAction":[{"@type":"ReadAction","target":["https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977"]}]},{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"ru-RU","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#primaryimage","url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg","contentUrl":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/78984654-1.jpg","width":1115,"height":582},{"@type":"BreadcrumbList","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=22977#breadcrumb","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"\u0413\u043b\u0430\u0432\u043d\u0430\u044f \u0441\u0442\u0440\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0446\u0430","item":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/"},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"name":"Elle s’est donn\u00e9e \u00e0 lui, et a perdu une part d’elle-m\u00eame qui vivait en elle."}]},{"@type":"WebSite","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/#website","url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/","name":"","description":"","potentialAction":[{"@type":"SearchAction","target":{"@type":"EntryPoint","urlTemplate":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?s={search_term_string}"},"query-input":{"@type":"PropertyValueSpecification","valueRequired":true,"valueName":"search_term_string"}}],"inLanguage":"ru-RU"},{"@type":"Person","@id":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/#\/schema\/person\/e730847942cff3a199774e803916e97e","name":"admin","image":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"ru-RU","@id":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g","contentUrl":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/df64e550a0653b7be0f1bcf897f33faad9c2c8153472b2d9319beafb51370f6f?s=96&d=mm&r=g","caption":"admin"},"sameAs":["http:\/\/mybook.am"],"url":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?author=1"}]}},"views":126,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22977","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22977"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22977\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22979,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22977\/revisions\/22979"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22978"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22977"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22977"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22977"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}