{"id":25705,"date":"2026-02-08T11:48:40","date_gmt":"2026-02-08T08:48:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=25705"},"modified":"2026-02-08T11:48:41","modified_gmt":"2026-02-08T08:48:41","slug":"cest-le-huitieme-jour-que-tout-sest-fissure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mybook.am\/?p=25705","title":{"rendered":"C\u2019est le huiti\u00e8me jour que tout s\u2019est fissur\u00e9."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Pas avec des cris. Pas avec un drame th\u00e9\u00e2tral.
Plut\u00f4t comme une fracture int\u00e9rieure, silencieuse, irr\u00e9versible.
Ce jour-l\u00e0, je suis rentr\u00e9e plus t\u00f4t du travail. J\u2019\u00e9tais \u00e9puis\u00e9e. Des chiffres, des r\u00e9unions, des erreurs qui n\u2019\u00e9taient pas les miennes mais que je devais toujours r\u00e9parer. J\u2019avais la t\u00eate lourde, le corps vid\u00e9. Je ne r\u00eavais ni de discipline ni de r\u00e8gles. J\u2019avais besoin de chaleur. De calme. De quelque chose de simple. D\u2019humain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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En rentrant, j\u2019ai achet\u00e9 un petit croissant. Un seul. Pas un g\u00e2teau, pas une bo\u00eete enti\u00e8re. Et pourtant, je l\u2019ai gliss\u00e9 dans mon sac comme si c\u2019\u00e9tait une faute. Comme si j\u2019avais quinze ans, et non cinquante-et-un.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il l\u2019a remarqu\u00e9 imm\u00e9diatement dans la cuisine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Tu as achet\u00e9 quelque chose ? demanda-t-il sans se retourner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Oui, r\u00e9pondis-je. J\u2019ai faim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il se retourna. Il n\u2019y avait pas de col\u00e8re dans ses yeux. Il y avait ce regard particulier, froid, d\u00e9\u00e7u. Le regard de quelqu\u2019un persuad\u00e9 de savoir mieux que vous ce qui est bon pour vous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 On s\u2019\u00e9tait mis d\u2019accord, dit-il calmement. Tu voulais que je t\u2019aide \u00e0 te remettre en forme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Non, r\u00e9pondis-je. Je voulais du soutien. Pas du contr\u00f4le.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il prit le croissant de mes mains. Simplement. Sans demander. Sans h\u00e9siter. Comme si c\u2019\u00e9tait naturel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Avec ton poids, tu ne devrais pas manger apr\u00e8s dix-huit heures, d\u00e9clara-t-il. Tu es une femme intelligente. Tu devrais comprendre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c0 cet instant pr\u00e9cis, tout est devenu clair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je n\u2019\u00e9tais pas sa compagne.
Je n\u2019\u00e9tais pas son \u00e9gale.
J\u2019\u00e9tais un projet. Un corps \u00e0 corriger. Une erreur \u00e0 r\u00e9parer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Rends-le-moi, dis-je.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Mon repas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il sourit avec condescendance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Tu exag\u00e8res.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Non, r\u00e9pondis-je. Ce qui est absurde, c\u2019est de croire que l\u2019amour commence par des interdictions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je suis all\u00e9e dans la chambre et j\u2019ai commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 faire ma valise. Il se tenait dans l\u2019embrasure de la porte, les bras crois\u00e9s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Tu dramatises, dit-il. Toutes les femmes r\u00e9sistent au d\u00e9but. Puis elles remercient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je me suis arr\u00eat\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Toutes les femmes ? demandai-je.
\u2014 Ou seulement celles que tu as appris \u00e0 faire taire ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il ne r\u00e9pondit pas. Il haussa les \u00e9paules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 \u00c0 ton \u00e2ge, tu devrais \u00eatre reconnaissante que quelqu\u2019un prenne soin de toi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u2019est l\u00e0 que j\u2019ai eu peur. Pas de lui. De ce que je pourrais devenir si je restais. Parce que j\u2019ai compris que dans un mois\u2026 dans un an\u2026 je commencerais \u00e0 douter. De mon corps. De ma faim. De mon droit de d\u00e9cider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je suis partie ce soir-l\u00e0. Sans cris. Sans sc\u00e8ne. Il ne m\u2019a m\u00eame pas retenue. Il a simplement lanc\u00e9 :<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Tu le regretteras. La solitude fait vite d\u00e9cliner les gens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je me suis arr\u00eat\u00e9e dans un caf\u00e9 ouvert toute la nuit. J\u2019ai command\u00e9 une soupe, du pain et un th\u00e9 sucr\u00e9. Simple. Chaud. R\u00e9el. J\u2019ai mang\u00e9 lentement. Sans me cacher. Sans honte. Comme si je r\u00e9cup\u00e9rais quelque chose qu\u2019on m\u2019avait vol\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c0 cinquante-et-un ans, \u00eatre seule n\u2019est plus effrayant.
Ce qui est terrifiant, c\u2019est de vivre avec quelqu\u2019un qui vous enl\u00e8ve, petit \u00e0 petit, le droit d\u2019\u00eatre vous-m\u00eame. D\u2019abord la nourriture. Ensuite la voix. Puis la dignit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Il appelait \u00e7a de la \u00ab pr\u00e9occupation \u00bb.
Moi, j\u2019appelle \u00e7a une prison d\u00e9cor\u00e9e de bons mots.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je suis rentr\u00e9e chez moi. Dans mon appartement. Dans ma vie. L\u00e0 o\u00f9 le r\u00e9frig\u00e9rateur m\u2019appartient. L\u00e0 o\u00f9 je d\u00e9cide quand et quoi manger. L\u00e0 o\u00f9 l\u2019amour ne se mesure ni en kilos ni sur une balance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Et si quelqu\u2019un ose encore me dire que \u00ab \u00e0 mon \u00e2ge \u00bb je devrais accepter \u2014 je sourirai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parce qu\u2019\u00e0 mon \u00e2ge, j\u2019ai enfin appris \u00e0 partir \u00e0 temps.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Pas avec des cris. 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